Just Said Bye To A Friend




 And Hi To An Enemy...

Dented days like today

Today started out good. my Friends boyfriend graduated today from carleton (Applause :)).
The graduation was fun, We had a swell time and bla bla bla... it was good alright until I got back home.

I was rushing to get to school for a 3 hour class which I was already 30 minutes late for, and I was still going to take a bus ride to school for about 30 minutes. After consoling myself on how I was going to enter my class an hour late, I decided to look for my lecture room which turned out to be missing from my horizon.

I searched and I finally found my beloved lecture room, only to turn the handle and it refused to let me in. Apparently, either the class was canceled or my class mates had come earlier, and since it was to be the first day of class maybe the lecturer had just said few words and let them go.

I however took the blame for coming late and slowly walked back to where I had come from, home. At home all things were ok until I stumbled upon my supposed to be friend who I was not and I'm not in good terms with now. How awkward, with the rotating of heads and side eyes... oh well moving on, Then came the evening when things even became worse. Just when I thought life would be better, I walk into my friend kaycee's room and I find her crying.. Although I am not a person of tears and consolation, I tried my best to plead with her to tell me what was wrong.

As girls would always be girls, she said nothing was wrong even as I could see clearly that something had gone wrong. Oh weel impatient me got tired of pleading and just sat by her, going about my personal business. At least I wont be blamed, after all I tried helping.

After several minutes, she goes to have a bath and suddenly left the house. She didn't tell me where she was going to, but I suspect it is to give her boyfriend a cake she had baked earlier. I wasn't expecting her to be back, so i was going to leave her house after the writing of this post, but she just walked in and I was actually wrong, she was coming back.

I hope she would tell me what was wrong though. If she doesn't i'll go home to my couch and have a rest if she does, I might still repeat the above :P. Wish me luck and I shall see you on the other side Ciao *Kisses*

My Crush Xx DayDreaming xX

Have you ever been thinking about someone and all the sudden you catch yourself with a huge smile on your face?!?

I love that feeling

I was totally over it. I told myself it was a stupid crush, over and done with it. And then he looked at me...

Few words

I have a few things i’d like to say to you
but it’s better i don’t say
believe me i’ve tried a lot
and there it is again
i’ll try again later, bet me i will

there are few things i’ve noticed
you are not who you say you are
or maybe you just think you are
and try to be
doesn’t work for me

i’ll want you to tell me a few things
not your opinions
they don’t matter right now
are you for real, or is it just me?
oh well f**k you.. really

Is it best I stop trying?
No not you, I’m not asking you now
Lord bless my soul if I have to deal with this
I’ll be on the other side in a few
If you'd be coming over, I’ll see you